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In the back of my head I have been always expecting her to  show up.


Selina.


When things happened at the end of the global civil war and her and time and whyte and the Kilrathi we sort of happened.


The planet was hit by the targeted meteor attacks, cities were gone, massive craters wrecked infrastructure planetwide, whole cities, dams, hydro electric, nuclear plants nothing was spared.


Because the Kilranthi didn’t give a fuck.


Earth being pristine was never a care.


Hell we didn’t care at that point.


I was supposed to train Sel for Whyte who was training her to do Davey things.


We settled in after the strikes just raw and exposed each other for three days and I went with it and we talked about things, her reality, my past and growing up on the boats while we went through things in the shelter hole and perfecting our clothes, gear getting things perfect while I gathered my thoughts on how to train her.


Meditation, the way I was taught which is self mathematics drills into a breathing rhythm that has different drills to raise lower metabolism, immune system, sleep, thirst, hunger… her feeling reading me until she can mimic train herself in her versions… with the maths I teach in languages, we go from facing each other with paddy cake to cat's cradle to stick fighting or special force cqb hand strikes as we do those.


Two weeks later Jason shows with Mark who both were busy, Las Vegas lost the dam and the other stikes and Yellowstone.


Jason ended up in Japan with massive quakes and tsunamis and they helped who they had to first using other shelters and we head to India.


With the strikes and weather the volcanic ash they’ll see massive rain but the physics look stable.


And people and temples and people that can train us.


We actually settled in Tibet.


Who we were we could use it as a travel hub to temples and monks and people that could teach us better.


That was the plan until we were in Delhi when the Kilrathi came in ships and starfighters and taught earth how young and small we really were.


Then it was lessons as we tried to survive and be mercs and semi-resistance and yes… the Kevin thing was the Russians not wanting the first ftl to not be them.


Which I think was the time point.


We fought over it long enough he got underway and I got a taste of her need on family things and getting to her sisters.


Next day… she was gone.


…………………..Now… Now is on the other end almost four hundred years later and a lot of things in between on a space colony.


It’s a Heritage cow breed a hardy colony strain at the end of it’s life butchered with care and dry aged.


Rubbed down and the grill is seasoned and Jason shows with her as I have it on and started and a chimichurri sauce with green chives, parsley and garlic, good vinegar and lemon juice, zest olive oil… very south american and a splash of tequila too to match the mojitos.



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Date: 2024-06-11 07:36 pm (UTC)
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I wasn't sure I was ready for this and yet I had to. I had to know...

Was what Brandon said right and if so, why? Why would he do it? I have ideas but until I know for sure I just...

And I need to learn what happened after I left.

It's been... 400 years or so for him; oddly for me, it's only been... fuck, I actually have to think about it. I was fourteen when I saw him in South America, heading towards 30ish when the Gulf War happened and we actually had 'first contact' and then... well age doesn't matter after that point I guess.

But since I got home, it's only been... less than 10 years. We only just rescued Donni and have been out in space a year so...

It wasn't that long ago, least to me. And I... well while Keth's been pretty much the hole for many pegs, I've kept to myself.

I just couldn't be with anyone after him.

When Jason led me into this restaurant/bar thing through the back and I saw him cooking I just... it's like he hadn't changed a bit.

And my heart hurt.

But I pushed it back because I was shielding myself good so not to get anything from him, and him not get anything from me...

"Guess it's your turn to surprise me."

Date: 2024-06-11 07:58 pm (UTC)
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I take a breath and let it go. So.. neutral it is.

"Considering the time between then and now I shouldn't be surprised really. For me it's only been a handful of years or so and a lot more... chaotic."

I tilt my head slightly. "I'd say thanks but... honestly I'm not sure yet."

I go quiet a moment then before... I sigh. "Nate... I'm sorry. For how I left."

Date: 2024-06-11 08:27 pm (UTC)
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All real reasons and all...

"How long did it take for you to get off Earth? And yeah, I know 'bout White, we talked already for a bit. Married and all too. Figure maybe finally can meet up with her and really talk about stuff."

But while he may think we're good I'm...

"I have questions, Nate... that I do need answers to."

Date: 2024-06-11 09:14 pm (UTC)
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"Sounds actually on par with us really. We got off Earth, stole our own little frigate/ship and merc'd around for a bit. Keth is... well, she's as 'infamous' as you probably are so we had to keep on the move quite a bit. Never really stopped anywhere specific for too long and... I think we hit some sort of wormhole/spacial rift that got us here."

I... blink at that. "Aim to get stopped? Like... did we know they were here and plan for them?"

Date: 2024-06-11 09:30 pm (UTC)
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"If it was, White never said. Though she did hint at knowing them so..." I shrug slightly. "It's White, she likely knows more shit than she's saying which is why I do want to yak at her later."

"But..."

I cross my arms then. "So... is he yours, or Johns?"

Yep, stab hard, deep and make a good bleed spot.

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Date: 2024-06-12 02:48 pm (UTC)
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I’m not sure what was worse, the hurt I felt or the anger I felt. As I left the Bell and Rail, Nathan’s little cover restaurant, I closed off a lot of my senses to him because I just… couldn’t.
I went after them because I swore there wasn't going to be any more of my line.

Fury mixed with grief that hit so hard I wanted to be sick. Actually, I did stop and after putting a hand against the side of a container and I puked up what little food I’d had lately.

Images haunted me as I retched up what I had in my stomach. To know that he would have killed our children…

It was bad enough having to go through losing them alone. But to know if I’d had them here he would have…
Tears spilled from my tightly shut eyes and my fingers dug into the side of the container. It was my fault they were gone and now…

Now to know they would have been killed anyway just…

The container bent slightly under my fingers, the metal indenting from the pressure only I didn’t care if my powers flared at the moment. Right now, I didn’t care much about anything…

Until the flare of my powers caused the empathic’s of the city to slam into me and it was so hard and sudden it dropped me to my knees. My hands went to my head, as if that’d stop it. Blood came from my eyes, nose, ears and my head felt like it was going to explode from the pressure. I lost myself quickly in the overwhelming sense of… everyone, everything and my stuff was lost in the chaos. I panted, fought to get through it, past it, enough to get on my feet. I had to… get back to the girls. There, maybe the healer could help.
I had to get to them…

Date: 2024-06-12 06:43 pm (UTC)
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I don't really remember the walk, I know I likely looked drunk or stoned or something and for every person who looked at me, I Felt their gaze like a heat gun on a sunburn.

I had to make it though, somehow. Get far enough away to...

I don't know what.

Oddly, I didn't even hear the bike until he was right there and the helmet and I blinked at it, rather feeling kind'a stupid, before glancing towards him.

**She looks like shit; pale, blood streaking from nose, ears and eyes but this look of physical pain mixed with emotional pain...**

I do reach out and put a hand on the helmet but just give him this lopsided smirk.

"Right now I don't care of my head comes off my shoulders... it'd be a blessing..."

Date: 2024-06-12 07:10 pm (UTC)
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Sel

"Wonderful observation... I feel like shit's shit." Though I do give a slight smile to try and take some of the sting out of it.

Then it's manhandling me pretty much onto the bike in front of him and I am too much in pain to care. Once on the bike though I sort of slump and he's holding me there...

And what I read off of him burns too, enough that I inadvertently whimper and not even the feel of air rushing past us feels like it's cooling me off...

And I feel the smile.

His skill flying.

And... and my hand slides over his not to hold on but... this 'don't leave me alone' feeling there.

Date: 2024-06-12 07:21 pm (UTC)
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Sel

**It was her powers, they flared and she's a Reader... Reader, Empath, Manipulation, some Fire powers but a lot more Psi based and very... familiar feeling too. As she heals her body starts to relax and when it does there's this left over hurt and pain and suddenly she just shudders and begins to cry... cry for something emotional, deep... mother losing children deep...**

Date: 2024-06-12 07:37 pm (UTC)
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Sel

I...

I do...

I cry, I cry until I feel it come up and the cry becomes more 'from the gut' sobs until I'm also screaming with hurt and pain and anger and... that feeling of I could just... rip him apart with my bare hands.

And guilt... guilt for what happened.

And that I was all a-fucking-lone... before I found Keth, before Donni, not long after coming back home... I lost them and... and I went through all that all alone...

I do that grief rocking back and forth and scream/cry thing.

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Date: 2024-06-15 01:01 am (UTC)
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"It's all very sci-fi spacer from back when I watched movies on Earth. That was a trip though... seeing TV, watching movies, all that stuff we didn't have home."

Compared to stuff we've had home, the squid isn't that bad and even watching it being fried live reminds me of Japan and a few other Asian places I went to over the years. The tuna ribs though, that I bite into and... oh yeah, real tuna...

And as I eat I sort of take things in, the people, just the stuff for sale and it's all...

I frown though and narrow my eyes off at the crowd.

Date: 2024-06-15 03:25 am (UTC)
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"Bubble swears? Oh these Phari sound... interesting," I say more absently as I...

There's people that pass and I shake my head. "I... I thought I saw-"

Then the people clear and who I was staring at turns and I just stare.

"It... can't be..."

I take a step, then another. "C... Craig?"

Date: 2024-06-15 07:01 pm (UTC)
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**He's standing with maybe three others, talking with them and drinking. He looks a lot like the guy from the com call, younger, but older than Sel and Keth. He's relaxed, even gestures as he talks. Hair is short, he's wearing combat pants and boots like he's comfortable, leather jacket and shirt under it, he does have a gun under the jacket in a shoulder holster.

The others with him... one sticks out as being very Brandon-esque. Not black hair but that same sort of built... and yet... not. He's got very slight points to his ears...

The two remaining are younger with a young woman looking like Craig, strawberry blond hair, easy smile and blue eyes. The other is even younger than the woman, middle-teens, but a boy; a bit more serious looking but relaxed nonetheless.**


Sel

I... that... I give Chris a look then look at him, stomp on the instant reaction to rush over and instead walk over calmly but as I do I try to read him out and... he's shielded, protected...

Yet he turns towards us like he sensed it, looks around for a moment then stops and stares at me too.

Date: 2024-06-15 07:40 pm (UTC)
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Sel

"Noticed... not sure how I feel about that."

As we get close Chris speaks up for us and while the others look up Craig... he just grabs me into a hug and he's shaking and...

"It's about time you showed you little terror," and... and it hits me.

This is Craig, but MY brother... for real...

"But... but you're-"

He squeezes me then leans back, catches my face in his hands and kisses my forehead. "Cavanugh's never die, terror."

"You... wait... 'about time I showed'? You... knew?"

He gestures. "Sit and yes." then he looks at Chris. "Darkstar... thank you for the round." And he knows Chris too, sort of... knows of him...

The Brotherhood guy is staring at me. "Well you did tell me they looked alike." He extends his hand. "Jamie."

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